Today is supposed to be a day with the loved ones around, but not for me. Missed Big like mad since I woke up in the morning but has been trying to contain myself not to sms (disturb) him, but I just can't get his image out of my mind the whole day! Arghh.... This is what I hate most: to miss someone like this and he can't be with me, and there is nothing I can do to the torment that he cannot be with me cuz he's with someone else..... (sob sob...)

Finally can't contained it any longer at night and sent him an sms "Happy v-day". A moment later, he responsed by telling me to have a great weekend and that he's at home now, as if encoded with a secret msg - "Do not disturb anymore". Ironic isn't it, to tell me to enjoy my great weekend when you can't be there for me on v-day? Haha.... There is only a certain limit of how much one can take, and I don't know how long I can hold on to.....

Well, at least I still enjoy a very intimate relationship with two guys - Ben and Jerry. Two tubs of Cherry Garcia produce enough chemicals to make me feel in love again....

A dreamer who is hopeful that one day her knight in shining amour will come riding on a white horse to rescue her



Orion ~ my one in a million

When Big makes me sad... When Boss having PMS...

World peace ~ no more wars, famines, etc. Equality of all people, no more prejudice. The world a better place to live. Not only for us, but also for many future generations to come. Hopes 2012 is just a myth, gonna live life to the fullest regardless it comes or not. ............. .............

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